chinagirl9

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Your light by chinagirl9, literature

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Your light

Where there is light there is darkness Where there is life there is death This I must confess But do not cry one tear For I will be your protector For you shall not fear For I am your light For I shall keep darkness at bay No need for you to fight For you I will die For you I will fight a thousand battles I will never let anything harm you, that I can't deny Darkness will not consume you Only the light will guide you For you, this is the least I could do Just promise me what I have given you, your heart Let me make you mine and only mine So that way both out paths shall never part

I'm here and always will be by chinagirl9, literature

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I'm here and always will be

I was always at your side I was always your friend to be I have never used you, or asked much of you Yet you have always been at my side I hope you know I'm here for you No matter what happens All I want is to help you not just in this time of need But anytime you need me I may not have always been there But I am here now And I want to stay by your side For you I'm here And I will always be here

Insanity by chinagirl9, literature

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Insanity

I can feel it in my head I can hear all the voices Making me choose all theses bad choices I'm not who I use to be I can't take this anymore My life can never be restored All these sounds in voices Are driving me insane And soon these actions I will not be able to contain Insanity I'm inside your mind My voice commands you Everything I tell you is true What I tell you is what should be done All these deeds you have carried out You will surely be rewarded with out a doubt Why would you want to go back? Can't you see? There is happiness in insanity

The monster behind the mask by chinagirl9, literature

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The monster behind the mask

The Monster He hides in darkness Hiding his face from prying eyes His face filled with his lies He cowers from light Darkness his only friend Hoping his suffering will end He stares into the mirror He fills with hate All he wants is to meet his fate Only if the world wasn't a mirror Only if the world could see the inside The poor creature hiding inside For now he hides his face behind a mask A meaningless piece that does not show his true being And still he keeps on fleeing The world is so cruel to him...yet there is one he hopes to accpet him..to love him and save him from his solitude...He waits in this world for her..For hi

Just want to be me by chinagirl9, literature

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Just want to be me

I don't expect you to understand Just understand I'm what I want to be Not what you want me to be I'm sorry if I can't be what everyone wants I'm sorry I can't do what I'm expected to do I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment I'm sorry I am what I am, not what everyone else wants me to be You don't like what I am, then that's not my problem I just want to do things my way Experience what no one else has I just wanna show being different isn't always a bad thing I just want to be me I just want to be free

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Your light by chinagirl9, literature

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Your light

I'm here and always will be by chinagirl9, literature

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I'm here and always will be

Insanity by chinagirl9, literature

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Insanity

The monster behind the mask by chinagirl9, literature

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The monster behind the mask

Just want to be me by chinagirl9, literature

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Just want to be me

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Changing by chinagirl9, literature

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What am I? by chinagirl9, literature

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What am I?

I'm lost and confused.Who am I to you? Where am I in your heart? Would you even care if we were apart. I don't know your intentions anymore. I don't even think you would care if I was dead on the floor. My heart says yes but my head says no. Is this all a show? Do you just like to watch me be in pain? I think I'm going insane Do you know what I would be without you? I would be lost,broken,dead....

Leaving by chinagirl9, literature

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Leaving

Today is the day I leave you for good I wish I could stay Only if I could Once I thought I was all alone Everyone betraying me But now your love has shown Your really do care about me I only wish I could be here To show you how much I care To show you there is no fear But life is so unfair I will always remember you I will always be there We will all make it through And all the memories we will share

Broken by chinagirl9, literature

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Broken

I'm broken on the inside And on the outside Yet now one can see the pieces scattered on the ground That will never be found I lay here trying to hold together But it doesn't work I fall apart all the same I guess you are the one to blame I just can't see how you can't see the pieces I though you could understand But you couldn't see How hard it was for me To watch you change,to watch you suffer,for you to blame me......

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Battle by chinagirl9, literature

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Battle

We stand here on the battle field.Waiting for the end.But this is not the end.This is our beginning! We are fighting for what is right!We are fighting for what we believe in.Is that not enough? Come on! We are fighting for what we hold dear!Don't let that be destroyed! Be strong,true of heart! Fight for what you believe! Fight!Fight! This is not the end of hope.This is are time! So let me hear your cries of victory in the end.No let me here them now! For this is the end of us standing behind.This is the beggining! The beggining of a new!Let me here you!Let me watch as you win what you believe! Let me see you fight!

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Aug 7
United States
Deviant for 14 years
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Hey, I'm Em or Cg-chan. I'm a writer and fantasy artist as well as a photographer. I can be very dark and morbid or just my random weird self! I love anime and mythology or anything out of the ordinary. I got some problems I suppose lol But message me anytime I love meeting new peeps!

Current Residence: US. PA
Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, screamo
Favourite photographer: None
Favourite style of art: Anime
MP3 player of choice: Vibe
Shell of choice: What the heck does shell mean
Wallpaper of choice: blood
Favourite cartoon character: Abel Nightroad
Personal Quote: I'm not heartless, I have a heart but it's just been shattered into pieces

Favourite Visual Artist

Me!No just kidding1

Favourite Movies

Lost boys,Vanhelsing,Pscho,castle in the sky,Interveiw with a vampire,wolfman, Lovely bones,

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

David Bowie,Beatles,Rolling stones,Coldplay,Three Days Grace,Linkin Park

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poie, R.L stine,Jack London,Justin Somper, Stepehn King, L.J smith

Favourite Games

Final fanasty echos of time,animal crossing,wii resort, Inuysha feudual combat

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo PSP

Tools of the Trade

pencil and paint

Other Interests

reading, writing, drawing, animating, listening to music, takings pictures, mythology, spirits

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chinagirl9

Jul 18, 2011

Hi, long time no see

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Hello anyone who cares to read this! I haven't been on in forever so I though I might as well visit for a bit to inform you that I will no longer be using this account much. I have a new and better account were I plan to repost some of my old art from this account. Since I do not have much friends or watchers on here I will not bother to post my new account, but if you are one of the few good friends of mine if you ask I shall note you my new user name if I wish to. I shall only be on here for a few minutes so feel free to message me still. That's all Love :heart: or Hate :blackrose: for the last time Chinagirl

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May 9, 2011

Art school

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Guess what today already sucked enough and now my dad just told me I can't go to the art school. His stupid excuse was it "didn't prepare me for college" What the hell!! It's one of the highest academic schools and It's much better then the crappy school I go to now. Plus, there I would have actually had a chance to fit in maybe find some other writers that could help me and stuff. But of course not, I get stuck in the school from hell with all the narrow minded idiots filling the hallways. I may complain too much, and I know I do but you have to be kidding me... That's it... Love :heart: or most likely Hate :blackrose: Chinagirl

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May 8, 2011

Mother's day and Art school

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Well first off happy Mother's day to everyone! Hope you all got your mom and awesome gift! I didn't actually do much for mother's day except my family took out my grandmother out for the day which was nice.  But besides that not much, today kinda was just weird for me since we didn't make a big deal about it like we usually do. :shrug: Also today I was asking my dad about this art school I really wanted to go to, he acted as if I was asking to completely drop out of school. Then I showed him the site for it and the first thing he says is "Why would you go here, what could you do here?" as if I have no artistic ability in anyway. I told him f